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Á`m§À`m {IemV n¡gm IwiIwiV AgVmo, Ë`m§À`mg_moa OJ PwH$V§. nU Á`m§À`mgmR>r {d_mZmVgwÕm ñdV§Ì “Šbmg’AgVmo, Ë`m§À`m gmd©O{ZH$ dV©ZmVyZhr Vmo “Šbmg’ {Xgmdm, hr Anojm AdmñVd Zmhr. AWm©V, H$moUVrhr Zem hm dJ©^oX _mZV Zmhr. EH$Xm S>moŠ`mV Jobr H$s Jar~-lr_§V gJù`m§Zm EH$m am§JoV AmUyZ ~gdVo. Ë`mVhr Zeobm g§VmnmMr OmoS> {_imbr, Va Ho$dT>m AZW© KSy> eH$Vmo, `mMm Z_wZm CÎma àXoeÀ`m ~aobr_Ü`o ZwH$VmM nmhm`bm {_imbm. àr-doqS>J nmQ>u \$mBìh ñQ>ma hm°Q>ob_Ü`o hmoU§ Am{U Ë`mgmR>r {Z_§ÌU {_iU§, `mVyZ g§~§{YVm§Mm Am{W©H$, gm_m{OH$ ñVa bjmV `mdm. na§Vw nmQ>uV ZemnmZ Ho$ë`mZ§Va Oo KS>b§, Vo añVmoañVr amoO {XgUmè`m Zeo~mOm§À`m qYJmÊ`mnojm ^`mZH$ hmoV§. `m KQ>ZoM§ hm°Q>obÀ`m grgrQ>rìhr H°$_oè`mV {XgUma§ Ñí` Aem gd© bãYà{V{ð>V ì`º$s¨Zr AmdO©yZ nmhmd§ Am{U “H$m` Q>mimdo,’ `mMr `mXr ~ZdyZ EH$ “AmXe© nmQ>ug§{hVm’ V`ma H$amdr, BVH§$ ~mobH§$ Amho. nmQ>ubm Amboë`m§_Ü`o ~S>o ì`mdgm{`H$, ì`mnmè`m§Mm g_mdoe hmoVm. Ë`mVrb XmoZ VéUm§_Ü`o hm°Q>obÀ`m Q>oaogda H$moUË`mVar H$maUmdê$Z dmXmdmXr Pmbr. Ë`mVë`m EH$mZ§ Ë`mÀ`m d{S>bm§Zm {VW§ ~mobmdyZ KoVb§. dS>rb Q>oaogda Amë`mZ§VaMm KQ>ZmH«$_ Agm… Ë`mÀ`m _wbmMm Á`m VéUmer dmX Pmbm, Vmo {_ÌmÀ`m d{S>bm§À`m nmdbm§Zm ñne© H$aVmZm {XgVmo. H$Xm{MV Ë`mZo Á`oð> ì`º$s åhUyZ Ë`m§Zm A{^dmXZ Ho$b§ Agob qH$dm Amnbr MyH$ Pmbr åhUyZ _m\$shr _m{JVbr Agob, nU ì`W©..!
Xþgè`mM jUr Vmo {nVm _wbmÀ`m {_ÌmÀ`m H$mZ{ebmV ^S>H$mdVmZm {XgVmo. AË`§V AmH«$_H$nUo Ë`mÀ`mda h„m H$ê$Z Ë`mbm\$Q>Ho$ _maV amhVmo. Vo XmoKo Q>oaogÀ`m q^VrOdi `oVmM Vmo {nVm _wbmÀ`m {_Ìmbm Q>oaogdê$Z gai Imbr T>H$byZ XoVmo. {deof åhUOo, ~hþYm Vmohr ZeoV Agë`m_wi§ qH$dm g§VmnmMm A{VaoH$ Pmë`m_wi§ Ë`mMmhr Vmob OmVmo. Q>oaogdê$Z Vmo Imbr nS>Uma, VmoM Ë`mbm XmoKoOU gmdaVmV. na§Vw gmdaUmè`m ì`º$sdaM Vmo g§Vá {nVm h„m MT>dVmo Am{U Ë`mbm ~S>dy bmJVmo. ~amM doi hr PQ>mnQ> Pmë`mda Ë`mbm H$g§~g§ em§V Ho$b§ OmV§. KS>boë`m AZWm©Mr H$ënZm {Xbr OmVo. nS>boë`m VéUmMr AdñWm Ë`mbm XmIdbr OmVo. Vr doi gmYyZ Ë`mÀ`m VmdS>rV gmnS>bobm Xþgam VéU Amnbr gwQ>H$m H$ê$Z KoVmo. Varhr Vmo {nVm OmVm-OmVm Ë`mÀ`mda hmV MmbdVmoM. ho g§nyU© \w$Q>oO EH$ {_{ZQ> Am{U 29 goH§$Xm§M§ Amho. {_Ìm§_Yrb dmXmdmXr Va Iyn AmYr gwê$ Pmbobr AgUma. EdT>çm doimV hm°Q>obMo VWmH${WV ~mCÝga dJ¡ao Hw$R>o hmoVo, Agmhr àíZ nS>ë`mdmMyZ amhV Zmhr. hm V§Q>m EdT>m dmT>on`ªV hm°Q>ob ì`dñWmnZmH$Sy>Z H$moUVmhr hñVjon H$gm Pmbm Zmhr?
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