संशयाच्या धुक्यात ‘कारवाया’

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Xþgam _hÎdmMm _wÔm åhUOo, gr~rAm` Am{U B©S>r `m Vnmg `§ÌUm gaH$maÀ`m hmVmVrb eó _mZë`m OmVmV Am{U gdm}ƒ Ý`m`mb`mZohr gr~rAm` hm “qnOè`mVrb nmonQ>’ Agë`mMr {Q>ßnUr Ho$br hmoVr. `m nmíd©^y_rda, gÜ`m Jw§VdUyH$ dmT>{dÊ`mÀ`m à`ËZmV Agboë`m gÎmmYmè`m§Zr ^{dî`mVrb g§H$Q>mMr H$ënZm AmVmM Ho$bobr ~ar!
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nr. {MX§~a_ ho XoemMo AW©_§Ìr hmoVo Am{U H$mhr H$mi Vo H|$Ðr` J¥h_§Ìrhr hmoVo. XoemÀ`m H|$Ðr` gÎmoMo Mma à_wI AmYmañV§^ _mZë`m Joboë`m Mma à_wI ì`º$s¨n¡H$s EH$ åhUyZ Vo AmoiIbo OmV. gÜ`m Vo ImgXmahr AmhoV Am{U Ë`m§Zm g§ajUhr Amho. Aem ì`ŠVrÀ`m ~m~VrV H|$Ðr` Vnmg `§ÌUm§Zr dmnabobr à{H«$`m _wimVM àíZ CnpñWV H$aUmar Amho. `m àH$aUmVrb _w»` AmamonrbmM gdm}ƒ Ý`m`mb`mZo Om_rZ {Xbm Amho Va _mOr H|$Ðr` AW©_§Ìr Agboë`m Ë`mÀ`m {nË`mbm hr gdbV H$m ZmH$mabr OmV Amho, `m àíZmMo CÎmagwÕm `m à{H«$`oVyZ {_iy eH$V Zmhr. {damoYr njm§À`m ~m~VrV _moXr gaH$maMo YmoaU H$go Amho, ho `m à{H«$`oVyZ CKS> hmoV Amho. EH$sH$S>o `mM gaH$maÀ`m H$m`©H$mimV Am{W©H$ JwÝho H$aUmao hOmamo H$moQ>tMr \$gdUyH$ H$ê$Z amVmoamV XoemVyZ ngma Pmbo AgVmZm _mOr H|$Ðr` AW©_§Í`m§À`m g§X^m©V Vnmg `§ÌUm§Zr Aer CVmdri à{H«$`m am~{dUo Zr{V_Îmobm Yê$Z Am{U g_W©Zr` Amho H$m, Agmhr àíZ CnpñWV hmoVmo. {MX§~a_ `m§À`m~m~V XmIdcocr VËnaVm gr~rAm` Am{U AÝ` Vnmg `§ÌUm§Zr {dO` _mëë`m, Zrad _moXr, c{cV _moXr `m§À`m~m~V H$m XmIdcr Jocr Zmhr, `mMo CÎma OZVocm {_im`cmM hdo.