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qhXr {MÌnQ>g¥ï>rVrb Zm_d§V {X½Xe©H$ gmJa gahXr `m§Mo ZwH$VoM XohmdgmZ Pmbo. {c{hʶmgmR>r, gm§JÊ`mgmR>r hr KQ>Zm EH$m ~mV_rnwaVr _`m©{XV amhÿ eH$Vo, na§Vw Ago Zmhr. nm{H$ñVmZÀ`m J§Jm gmJa Vbdma `m§Mo ^maVmV gmJa gahXr hmoUo gmono ZìhVo. qhXr {MÌnQ>g¥ï>rV XmoZ _moR>o bmoH$ _moR>çmVbm _moR>çm YZmT>ç _§S>itZm {eì`m XoD$Z ~mobÊ`mgmR>r MM}V am{hbo AmhoV. EH$ gwna {gZo_m Q´>oS> _°J{PZMo g§nmXH$ {dH$mg _mohZ Am{U Xþgao åhUOo gmJa gahXr. Ooìhm `m XmoKm§Mm H$YrVar g_moamg_moa gm_Zm ìhm`Mm Voìhm Ë`m§Zr Or^oda {Z`§ÌU R>odbo. dada H$R>moa dmQ>Umè`m `m _§S>itÀ`m _ZmV Zoh_rM AmnwbH$s, ào_ Am{U gÝ_mZmMr ^mdZm am{hbr. {dH$mg _mohZ `m§Mo {ZYZ hmoD$Z ~aoM df© Pmbo. na§Vw AmVm gmJa gahXr XoIrb OJmMr ~§YZo VmoSy>Z {ZKyZ Jobo. gmJa gahXr `m§Mm H$mi hm qhXr {MÌnQ>g¥ï>rVrb gwdU©`wJmMm CVaVm H$mi hmoVm. `m H$mimV H$Yr gmhra bw{Y`mZdrMo eoa, g§Vmof AmZ§X `m§Mo JrV, H¡$\$s AmP_r `m§Mo ZÁ‘ Am{U gmJa gahXr `m§Mo g§dmX `m Jmoï>tMr ^wai nS>bobr hmoVr. _w§~B©bm Ë`m§Zm ^oQ>Ê`mgmR>r `oUmè`m bmoH$m§Zm Vo {MÌnQ> “{gb{gbm’À`m ewqQ>JMm {H$ñgm Zoh_rM gm§Jm`Mo. H$mí_ra_Ü`o `m {MÌnQ>mMr eyqQ>J gwê$ AgVmZm A{_Vm^ ~ƒZ `m§À`mer XaamoO g§dmX ìhm`Mm. Amnë`m nmÌmda {bhboë`m g§dmXm~m~V A{_Vm^ ho gmJa gahXr `m§Mm IynM gÝ_mZ H$aV AgV. Vo gmJa gahXr§Odi ~gm`Mo Am{U Ë`m§À`m nm`mda hmV {\$adm`Mo. hr AmnwbH$s AmVm nmhd`mg {_iV Zmhr. AWm©V A{_Vm^ `m§Mo AÝ` ghH$mè`m§g_doV Ogo g§~§Y Owiboo, Vgo gmJa gahXr `m§À`mg_doV ZìhVo, ho hr {VVHo$M Iao. {deofV: OmdoX A»Va. gmJa `m§À`m _Vo, VmR> _mZoZo OJUo hrM boIH$ AgÊ`mMr Iar AmoiI Amho.
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XmoZ dfm©nydu Ë`m§Zr Amnë`m \o$g~wH$ noOda åhQ>bo hmoVo H$s, _r PmonVmo, _r OmJVmo, Am{U OmJo hmoD$Z naV PmonVmo. AZoH$ H$mimnmgyZMm hm Ioi gwé Amho, _éZhr _bm A_aËd bm^Voo. Abr gaXma Om\$ar `m§Zr {bhboë`m ¶m XmoZ Amoir gmJa gahXr `m§Zr {_Ì Iæ`m_ `m§À`mgmR>r nmoñQ> Ho$ë¶m hmo˶m.
gmJa ho {_Ìm§Mo OrdbJ hmoVo. IynM {XbXma ì`º$s åhUyZ Ë`m§Mr AmoiI. Vo nÞmg dfm©nyduÀ`m {MÌnQ>m§dahr {VVŠ`mM CËgmhmZo Jßnm _mam`Mo VodT>o H$s F${VH$ amoeZÀ`m {MÌnQ>m~m~V. `wdH$m§À`m ^oQ>rJmR>r KoUo hm Ë`m§Mm AmdS>Vm H$m`©H«$_. Ë`m§À`m _Vo, A{_Vm^ ~ƒZnmgyZ emhéI ImZ Am{U F${VH$ amoeZn`ªVÀ`m gd© bmoH$m§Zr _bm H$mhr Zm H$mhr {eH$dbo Amho. `e Mmoàm `m§À`mg_doV Ë`m§Mo Z§Va H$Yrhr nQ>bo Zmhr. Ë`mMà_mUo amHo$e amoeZ XoIrb ho Ë`m§À`m JyS>~wH$ _Ü`o ZìhVo. Zm_d§V H$bmH$mam§Zr _mPm gÝ_mZ Ho$bm, AmXa Ho$bm, ho H$m` H$_r Amho H$m`, Ago Vo åhUV. _r VrZ {nT>çm§g_doV H$m_ Ho$bo Amho Am{U `e {_idbo. Ë`mnojm _bm Am`wî`mH$Sy>Z AmUIr H$m` hdo?
gmJa gahXr `m§À`m BÀN>m H$Yrhr AdmñVd ZìhË`m. à{gÕr {_iyZhr Vo gm`Z `oWo Agboë`m Amnë`m Kar A§Yoarbm bmoH$bZo `oV AgV. A§YoarVrb Amnë`m H$m`m©b`mVyZ Vo A§Yoar ñWmZH$mn`ªV nm`r `oV AgV. `m_mJMo H$maU gm§Jm`Mo H$s, Á`m§À`mgmR>r AmnU {b[hVmo, Ë`m§Zm Z ^oQ>Vm H$go {bhÿ eH$Vmo. gdmªer g§dmX gmYÊ`mV Ë`m§Mr hmVmoQ>r Agm`Mr. {bhm`Mo Agob Va OJm`bm {eH$m. OJUo {eH$m`Mo Agob Va bmoH$m§Zm ^oQ>V amhm. {IbmSy>d¥Îmr hm Ë`m§À`m ñd^mdmMm ^mJ hmoVm.
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gmJa gahXtMo gdmªV ‘moR>o d¡{eîQ>ç åhUOo {MÌnQ>mÀ`m Xþ{Z`oV AgyZhr Vo Zm°Z {\$ë_r OrdZ OJbo. AmOÀ`m H$mimV AmíM`© dmQ>Umar hr Jmoï> Amho. Amnë`m {~amXarV gÝ_mZ Z {_imë`mZo Vo I§V ì`º$ H$am`Mo. _rZm Hw$_mar EH$Xm Ë`m§À`m {bImUmdéZ H$mhrVar ~mobë¶m hmo˶m Voìhm, gmJa VmS>H$Z åhUmbo, H$s _r H$Yr Vw_À`m A{^Z`m~Õb ~mobbmo H$m? _bm Oa A{^Z`mMo H$mhrM `oV Zgob Va _bm Ë`mda ~mobÊ`mMm A{YH$ma XoIrb Zmhr. `mMà_mUo EImÚm H$bmH$mambm {bImUm~m~V H$mhrM H$iV Zgob Va Ë`mbmhr boIZmda ~mobÊ`mMm H$mhrM A{YH$ma amhV Zmhr. Ho$dT>m hm ñnï>d³VonUm !
1976 _Ü`o àX{e©V Pmboë¶m “H$^r H$^r’ `m {MÌnQ>mZo Vo à{gÕ Pmbo. Ë`m§Zr `eamO {\$ë_gmR>r Zyar, Mm§XZr, {gb{gbm Am{U “\$mgbo’ gmR>r XoIrb boIZ Ho$bo. Ë`mMdoir \$méI eoI, pñ_Vm nmQ>rb,Am{U Z{géÔrZ emh gma»`m H$bmH$mam§Zr ZQ>boë`m “~mOma’Mo XoIrb Vo {X½Xe©H$ hmoVo. ~mOma {MÌnQ>mMm {g¹o$b XoIrb Ë`m§Zr {bhÿZ R>odbm hmoVm. A{dZme Xmg ho {X½Xe©Z H$aUma hmoVo. nÌH$ma am_OZ_ nmR>H$ `m§Zr {bhbobr H$Wm nmhÿZ Vo Ë`m§Zm ^oQ>Ê`mgmR>r _wamXm~mXbm Jobo XoIrb hmoVo. `m H$hmUrda AmYm[aV {MÌnQ> “Mm¡ga’_Ü`o ZdmOwÔrZ {gÔrH$s, A_¥Vm gw^mf AmhoV. XþX}dmZo hm {MÌnQ> àX{e©V hmoD$ eH$bm Zmhr. Ë`mMm Ë`m§Zm ~amM _mZ{gH$ Ìmg Pmbm.
{X„rÀ`m {Zdm©{gVm§À`m N>mdÊ`m§nmgyZ _w§~B©À`m PmonS>nÅ>rV {Xdg KmbdUmao gmJa gahXr ho b¾mnmgyZ XÿaM am{hbo. Vo ñdV:M g§Kf© H$aV am{hbo. Xþgè`m ì`º$sMr Amnë`mg_doV \$a’$Q> ZH$mo, åhUyZ Vo g§gmamV nS>bo ZmhrV. eodQ>n`ªV Vo A{ddm{hV am{hbo. na§Vw Vo ào_mda ^a^éZ ~mobm`Mo. EH$Xm Va Vo ào_ H$aUmè`m ì`º$s¨Mo Zmdo AmR>dy bmJbo Va hmVmMr ~moQ>ohr H$_r nS>br. gmJa ho Iè`m AWm©Zo qOXm{Xb hmoVo. _m`mZJarZo Ë`m§Zm “{gb{gbm’nmgyZ AmoiIbo Agbo Var gm{hË`OJmV Ë`m§Mr E§Q´>r “aŠIm’Zo Pmbr hmoVr. `mM H$WmZH$mda Zyar {MÌnQ>mMr {Z{_©Vr Pmbr. Ë`m§Zr {bhbobo ^JV qgJ H$s dmngr, »`mb H$s XñV, amO Xa~ma, VÝhmB© `m nwñVH$m§Zm dmMH$m§Zr ^a^éZ ào_ {Xbo. H$mhr dfmªnyduM Ë`m§Zr EH$ ZmQ>H$hr _w§~B©V gmXa Ho$bo. “Eo _mohã~V’ Ago Ë`m ZmQ>H$mMo Zmd. ào_ Amnë`mbm Ë`m§À`m boIZmVyZ H$imbo, dmMZmVyZ H$imbo Am{U g_OÊ`mVyZ H$imbo…Am{U eÌyËd. Ë`m§Zm {dMmac§ AgV§ Va Vo åhUmco AgVo “Vo H$m` AgV§?’
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