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Mbm! EH$XmMo ì`dhma gwê$ Pmbo. XþH$mZ§ CKS>br. {Z`_ {e{Wb Pmbo. Kam~mhoa nS>Vm `oD$ bmJb§. Oo hd§ Vo IaoXr H$aVm `oD$ bmJb§. Á`m Jmoï>r Ia§Va JaOoÀ`m ZìhË`m; nU AmnUM Amnë`m JaOm dmT>dyZ R>odë`m hmoË`m, Ag§ Oo VÎdkmZ Joë`m XmoZ _{hÝ`mV AmnU gmoeb _r{S>`mdê$Z nmOib§, Ë`m dñVy nwÝhm EH$Xm “JaOoÀ`m’ åhUyZ IaoXr H$aVm `oD$ bmJë`m. “H$moamoZmZ§Va OJ ~XbyZ OmUma, gJi§ gJi§ ~XbUma,’ dJ¡ao ^m{H$Vm§M§ ^{dVì` g_Ob§ Am{U Omon`ªV _mZ{gH$Vm ~XbV Zmhr Vmon`ªV H$mhrM ~XbV ZgV§, ho dmñVd gJù`m§Zr Zì`m IaoXrgmo~V Kar AmUb§… hr n[apñWVr gm_mÝ`V… {Z_ehar ^mJmVbr Amho. _hmZJam§_Ü`o AOyZ BVH$s {T>bmB© Zmhr; nU BVaÌ é½Ug§»`m H$_r åhUyZ {e{WbVm AmUbr Jobr Am{U bJmobJ é½Ug§»`m dmTy> bmJbr. {OW§ amoO XmoZ-VrZ é½U gmnS>V hmoVo, {VW§ AMmZH$ drg, n§Mdrg, Mmirg é½U gmnSy> bmJbo. bm°H$S>mCZÀ`m n{hë`m, Xþgè`m Am{U {Vgè`m Q>ßß`mV Oo bmoH$ “aoS> PmoZ’_Ü`o AS>Hy$Z nS>bo hmoVo, Vo Mm¡Ï`m Q>ßß`mV Kar naVy bmJbo. Zo_H$m Ë`mM doir bmoH$m§Zm bm°H$S>mCZ Agø Pmbm Am{U AZoH$ gdbVr Úmì`m bmJë`m. AZoH$ {R>H$mUMr pñWVr Va Aer Amho H$s, Or H$miOr AmVm ¿`m`bm hdr, Vr n{hë`m Q>ßß`mVM KoD$Z Pmbr`o Am{U AmVm Vg§ OJÊ`mMm bmoH$m§Zm AVmoZmV d¡VmJ Ambm`.
~mOmanoR>m Iwë`m hmoUma, `mMr Mmhÿb bmJVmM Q>rìhrMm nS>Xm gd`rZ§ ~XbyZ Jobm. AmVm `m nS>Úmda {XgUmè`m ~hþVm§e Om{hamVtZm H$moamoZmMm g§X^© OmoS>bm OmD$ bmJbm`. Bå`w{ZQ>r dmT>dUmè`m Am¡fYm§nmgyZ OmñVrV OmñV O§Vy _maUmè`m h±S>dm°en`ªV Am{U “bmo Q>M {S>{bìhar’ H$aUmè`m \y$S> MoZnmgyZ noñQ> H§$Q´>mobn`ªV gJirH$S>o àË`j qH$dm AàË`jnUo H$moamoZmMm {dfmUy AmhoM. nU dmñVdmMm {dMma H$am`Mm Pmbm, Va hm AÑí` {dfmUy AZoH$m§À`m A{YH$ Odi Ambm Agmdm, Aer {MÝh§ {XgVm`V. OJmbm aS>dUma§ ho H$moS>§ gwQ>on`ªV AmnU AgUma H$s ZgUma… Aer gwá ^rVr S>moù`mV KoD$Z {\$aUmao bmoH$ ~mOmanoR>oV {XgVm`V. “gmoeb {S>ñQ>pÝg¨JMm \$‚mm’ Aem hoS>bmBZ AgmoV qH$dm “{Z`_ nmim, YmoH$m Q>mim’ Ag§ àemgZmH$Sy>Z dma§dma Ho$b§ OmUma§ AmdmhZ Agmo, AZoH$ {R>H$mUr JXuda Ë`mMm eyÝ` à^md OmUdVmo. EH$Va añË`mda Zo_H$s Ho$ìhm JXu Agob, ho KamVyZ {ZKVmZm Hw$UmbmM _mhrV ZgV§. {edm` àË`oH$mbm Amnë`m JaOm _hÎdmÀ`m dmQ>U§ ñdm^m{dH$M! “”àXÿfU Q>mib§ nm{hOo, Ë`mgmR>r dmhZm§Mr g§»`m H$_r Pmbr nm{hOo; nU _r JmS>r KoVë`mZ§Va…” Ag§ àË`oH$mbm dmQ>V§ Vg§M ho Amho. na§Vw ^rVr Am{U JaOoÀ`m nbrH$S>Mm EH$ ^md àË`oH$ Mohè`mda {XgVmo`- Jm|YibonU!
{dfmUyMr gmIir VmoS>m`Mr åhUVm-åhUVm KQ>Zm§Mr gmIir Aer H$mhr JS>~Sy>Z Jobr`, H$s Amnë`mbm {dfmUy amoIm`Mm` H$s Ë`mÀ`m~amo~a OJm`bm {eH$m`M§`, hm gÜ`mMm Iam g§^«_ Amho. gmIir VmoS>m`Mr åhUyZ {Z`_ nmim`MoV H$s gmIir VwQ>V Zmhr åhUyZ amoJà{VH$ma eº$s dmT>dm`Mr`? H$s XmoÝhr? é½Ug§»`m dmTy> Z`o åhUyZ {Z`_ H$R>moa H$am`MoV H$s AW©ì`dñWm gmdam`Mr åhUyZ Vo {e{Wb H$am`MoV? H$s XmoÝhr? {Z`_m§Mr A§_b~OmdUr H$aUmao g§^«_mV AmhoV H$s {Z`_ nmiUmao? H$s XmoKohr?
– {h‘m§ey Mm¡Yar