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dñVwV…, Joco H$mhr _{hZo gmVË`mZo nmD$g Yw_mHy$i KmbVmo Amho. Ë`mVyZ eoVH$è`m§Mr C^r {nHo$, Zï> hmoV AmhoV. Aem doir ^mOrnmë`mÀ`m CËnmXZmVyZ Amnbo X¡Z§{XZ AW©MH«$ Mmby R>odÊ`mMm eoVH$è`m§Mm à`ËZ hmoVm; nU Ë`mcmhr AS>Wim {Z_m©U Pmbobm nmhm`bm {_iVmo. Ë`mV Ho$ir, nnB©gh Ðmj~mJm, H$m§ÚmÀ`m nrH$m§Mo ZwH$gmZ Pmbo. `m AdH$mir nmdgmZo eoVH$è`m§À`m hmVmVm|S>mer Amcocm Kmg {hamdyZ KoVbm Amho. Am§~m {nH$m§Mohr `m nmdgmZo _moR>o ZwH$gmZ hmoV Amho.
gmYmaUnUo Joë`m XmoZ-VrZ _{hÝ`m§Mm AmT>mdm KoVbm Va AmOn`ªV {dX^m©nmgyZ H$moH$Umn`ªV qH$dm ImZXoemnmgyZ npíM_ _hmamï´>mn`ªV Z¡g{J©H$ AmnÎmrÀ`m KQ>Zm KS>ë`m AmhoV. `m_Ü`o àm_w»`mZo A{Vd¥ï>r, _hmnya, dmXi `mMoM à_mU OmñV am{hbo Amho. Á`m H$mim_Ü`o Aem _moR>çm nmdgmMr qH$dm dmXidmè`mMr eŠ`Vm ZgVo Ë`m H$mimV hr g§H$Q>o EImÚm AmH«$_Umà_mUo MmbyZ Ambr. Ë`mVyZ AmVm ~Mmd H$aÊ`mMr eoVH$è`mH$S>o qH$dm gm_mÝ` _mUgmH$S>o H$moUVrM {gÕVm ZgVo. ZwH$gmZ hmoÊ`mMrM OmñV eŠ`Vm AgVo Am{U VgmM AZw^d gÜ`m `oV Amho. H$moH$UmVë`m {ZgJ© dmXimnmgyZ gwê$ Pmbooobo ho W¡_mZ AOyZhr MmbyM Amho. A{bH$S>o H$mhr dfmªnmgyZ AZno{jVnUo `m gd© àH$maÀ`m AmnÎmr øm am¡Ðê$n YmaU H$aVmZm {XgVmhoV Am{U Ë`mMm gdm©{YH$ \$Q>H$m eoVH$ar, eoV_Oya, gm_mÝ` _mUgmbm ~gV Amho.
Aem àH$maÀ`m AS>MUtÀ`m H$mimV {Z`moOZ qH$dm ì`dñWmnZ `m Jmoï>tda bj XoUo Amdí`H$ Amho. `mo½` doir `mo½` {R>H$mUr Amho Ë`mM ì`dñWm CnbãY XmIdUo qH$dm H$ê$Z XoUo åhUOoM ì`dñWmnZ AgVo. AmVm XoIrb ZwH$gmZJ«ñV eoVH$è`mbm VmVS>rZo _XV {_imbr Va {ZpíMVM EH$mM doir eoVH$ar Am{U gm_mÝ` _mUgmbm Ë`mMm bm^ {_iy eHo$b.
`§XmMo df© g§H$Q>m§MoM df© Amho Ago åhQ>bo Var MwH$sMo R>aUma Zmhr. gdmªV qMVoMr ~m~ åhUOo OJmVë`m H$mhr à{V{ð>V hdm_mZ g§ñWm§Zr nwT>Mo ghm-AmR> _{hZo AdH$mir nmD$g nS>Ê`mMr eŠ`Vm dV©dbr Amho. hm g§nyU© Bemam bjmV KoD$Z gaH$mar `§ÌUm§Zr `mo½` Vo {Z`moOZ H$aÊ`mMr AË`§V Amdí`Vm Amho.
nS>coco ~mOma^md Am{U AMmZH$nUo ~XcUmao hdm_mZ `m Xwhoar g§H$Q>m§V eoVH$ar gmnS>bm AgVmZmM `m nmdgmZo _hmJmB©Mm Zdm aÅ>m gm_mÝ` _mUgmÀ`m S>moŠ`mV hmUbm Amho. noQ´>mob, {S>Pob, ImÚVob, YmÝ`o, grEZOr, KaJwVr Am{U ì`mdgm{`H$ J°g, _mo~mB©c godm AmXr gdmªÀ`mM {H$_Vr àM§S> dmT>ë`m AmhoV. H$moamoZmÀ`m Kwg_Q>mVyZ ~mhoa nS>Ê`mMm à`ËZ gm_mÝ` _mUyg H$aVmo Amho. H$moQ>çdYrÀ`m g§»`oZo bmoH$m§Mm amoOJma ~wS>mbm AgyZ {dñH$Q>bobr gJir KS>r nyd©dV H$aÊ`mMm H$R>moa à`ËZ gm_mÝ` _mUyg H$aVmo Amho. AemVM Ë`mbm AdH$mir nmD$g, H$moamoZm, VgoM _hmJm©Mm hm ^S>H$m ghZ H$amdm bmJVmo Amho.
AZoH$ àH$maÀ`m MH«$sdmXim§Zr _hmamï´>mVbr {Zåå`mhÿZ A{YH$ eoVrì`dñWocm VS>mIm {Xcm Amho. {dX^©, _amR>dmS>m, CÎma _hmamï´>, H$moH$UMm ~amMgm ^mJ nmdgmÀ`m hmhm…H$mam_Ü`o Ajaj: YwdyZ {ZKmbm Amho. MH«$sdmXimZo Am{U AdH$mirZo _mUgm§MoM Zìho Va newnú`m§Mohr ~ir KoVco AmhoV.
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Joë`m 10-12 dfm©V _hmamï´>mVë`m {d{dY ñdê$nmÀ`m Z¡g{J©H$ AmnÎmr§Mm J§^ranUo Aä`mg hmoUo Amdí`H$ Amho. H$moUË`m àH$maÀ`m AmnÎmr dma§dma `oV AmhoV, `mMo ñdê$n H$m` Amho, Xadfu Ë`mM Ë`mM nÕVrZo g§H$Q>o H$m `oV AmhoV, `m_mJMr H$maUo {ZpíMVnUo gmnSy> eH$VmV. g§H$Q>mZ§Va _XV Va Úmdr bmJVoM. na§Vw g§H$Q>mnydu H$mhr nyd©V`mar H$aVm `oB©b H$m `mMm XoIrb AmVm A{YH$ Jm§{^`m©Zo {dMma H$aÊ`mMr doi Ambr Amho. AdH$mir nmdgmZo Pmcoë`m ZwH$gmZrMm nyd©A§XmO `m`bm AOyZ H$mhr {Xdg OmVrb; na§Vw Ë`m gaH$mar AmH$S>odmarnojm VmVS>rMr Amdí`H$ Vr _XV åhUyZ eoVH$ar Am{U AÝ` KQ>H$m§Zm {Xbmgm XoÊ`mMr JaO Amho. AdH$mir nmD$g, dmXio, _hmnyam§gmaIr g§H$Q>o gm§JyZ `oV ZmhrV, ho Oar Iao Agbo Var g§H$Q>mZ§VaMr _XV hr gm§JyZ ì`dpñWVnUo H$aVm `oD$ eH$Vo.
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